wow  ;  you def. deserve an update

alright  -  my last entry was depressing  !  this one can be happy  = )  courtney's life has been pretty happy latley  -  she has a love  <3  more like a husband  !  if only he was mine   <3333   = (   oh well  -  i talk to " him "  a lot  &  it makes me happy  !  my mommy is still in the hospital  -  so pray please  !  i haven't went to see her yet  ;  i'm scared  !  so i just stay home  &  the past couple days i was living with michelle  !  wow  -  hopefully my daddy is coming home tonite so i can sleep at my house  !

last nite mariah stayed over  -  oh so fun  !  haha  = )

»  your about as fake as my mom's boobs  !

»  mariah : AHH  !   { me fall down stairs }   haha

&  so much more funny stuff  !

we missed the bus this morning  -  haha  -  i knew we would  -  we had a 2 & a half hour delay for bus day  !   = )

alright  -  well i don't feel like typing anymore  ;  so i think you all still should get myspace  &  add me there

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»  hi loves  -

i need to update   <3

yesterday   -   i went to school  &  took my geometry mid - term  !  which i think i failed  /  then after school i went to the ymca with my girls  !  britt had her cousin pick us up  &  drive us to the y  &  then i met up with all my 8th grade peeps that i miss so much  !  chelle emily kaleigh deric colton  &  lots more   !  we had some fun  =  we hung at the park cause it was SO WARM outside in january  !  i loved it so  ..  hehe   *  me & britt were trying to get darren to quit smoking  =  so she stole his skatboard  &  i stole his cigarette  &  i broke it !  cause i didn't he had more   !   grr  -  his hair is so long  .  i missed him too  !   <33  kk & me took the cutest picture of us on skyler's phone  !  look  ..

i saw my cody baby  &  sean babe too   !   who i love to death  &  missed terribly  !

then at 5 : 30 me & chelle went swimming  &  this weird old guy was talking to us about mr. bojalad  &  playing basketball  &  being in the hall of fame  !  it was WEIRD   =   haha   /  then at 6:30 skyler's gram picked us up  &  took skyler to his mom's  &  then took us home  !   i talked to nick on the phone  &  i feel asleep while he was talking  !

it was funny cause he was screaming at me  &  telling me he was gonna rape me if i didn't wake up  !  haha  = )

hehe  ..  but i had one of the worst nites last nite  =  i couldn't stop crying  /  for a certain reason  ..  which i hate  !

today  -  it's only 1 o ' clock  &  i already hate my day  !   my mom made me cry   =   majorly   !    i was on the phone with her  &  bawling  /  but i couldn't let her know that  !  she was talking about how she needs our help  &  if we don't help her she won't make it  &  the thought of my mom dieing kills me inside  !  even though we fight alot  =  but wow  /  even my dad is changing for her  !  which means i HAVE to to  !   &  if that means my mom is gonna live then i want to do that   !   she was saying how she wants to watch me & my little brother grow up   =   and see me go on dates  !  which made me cry even harder about why i was crying last nite   !   AHH  =  i hate life right now  = (   i  just want my mom to come home  &  everything to be okay  !

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wow yesterday was a BLAST  !   me & riah went to the mall with skyler shayla  &  nick  !  wow first skyler's gram went to the bank  ;  and we wanted the lollipopaloppas the people in the window give you  /  so me & mariah started pretanding to eat lollipops  &  nick wrote lolli on the window about 8 times  -  cause skyler's gram wouldn't ask  !   haha  = )  it was fun cause the lasy finally gave us lollipopaloppas but the thing we didn't know is skyler's gram has tinted windows  !  grr  ;  haha   = )   /  then we went to the mall  &  wow it was packed with people  /  all from school  &  i didn't like most of them  !  haha  = )

i saw my newpher boys  !   who i miss TERRIBLY  /  cause i never see them  !  i love my lil bro shawn  &  my dustin  !   <333   i want them to move back so BAD   = )

we hung with JP  &  i got to talk to amanda  /  steph  /  and alot more people i DO like  !  haha  = )  wow  ..  good times  !  but the security guard has a stick shoved up his ass   ;   he's so stupid  ..  mariah was standing by the door and he yelled at her 

"  DONT BLOCK THE ENTRY WAY  "

i held the door shut from nick  &  he yelled at me  !

"  WHAT ARE YOU DOING  ?  "  "  DON'T DO THAT !  "

AHHH  !   i hate him  =  so when skyler's gram picked us up when the mall closed  ..  nick opened the door of the van  &  we drove past the security guard  &  nick yelled   ..

" WAVE MR. POLICE MAN  "   ;   cause he was waving at him  !  haha  = )

then we went to wally's world  &  ditched nick  !   me & riah got snackage to eat that nite  &  then we took shayla home  !   i know where charlie lives now  ;  WOOT  !  haha  = )  yipee  ..  then in the car we ate dominoes  &  talked about gangs  -  we made one up called the  

" SKITTLES  "   haha  = )  whoot hoot   !

then skyler's gram took us to riah's house to get her clothes to stay at my house  /  then she took us to my house  !   she played her obsession  :  mario cart   &  i talked on the comp.  ;  then she talked on the comp .  and i watched tv  &  fell asleep  !  haha  ..  so she jumped on me & woke me up  !  haha  ..  then at around 2 : 30 we gave up  &  went to bed  !  haha  = )

well that was my friday nite   <33333   COMMENT ME  !

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i never have time for xanga anymore  ;  so if i don't update for a few days  /  you know why  !

i think all of you should get myspace if you don't have it  !  i like it better then xanga  =  a lot more people have it   /  so it's WAY MORE FUN  !  xanga  is only fun for icons  &  stuff   =  but i'm still keeping my site cause i like xanga too  !

not much has been going on latley  ;  history project is due tomorrow  =  it's def. NOT done  !  wow  ;  i'm such a procrastinator  !   = (  that's not good  ;  i'm gonna end up working at mickey d's if i don't get my grades up  !

okay  ;  well that's about all that's going on for me  !

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»  hello loves   ;   i hope your all having a happy new year  º

º   new years resolutions   <3

·   help out my mommy more  <3

·   clean for my grandma  ;  cause she does so much for me

·   get a  ' good  '  boyfriend   </3

·   get on the A honor roll atleast once this school year

·   get atleast a B in geometry this 9 weeks

·   be nicer to code man

·   hang with chelle & riah as much as possible

·   be nicer to daddy

·   try to see my friends that i never get to see  

{ cody baby  ;  brittany  ;  kaleigh  ;  emily  ;  becca  ;  sean babe  ;  shannon  ;  kelly  ;  ricky  ;  shawn  &  lots more }

·   work out  &  lose atleast 5 pounds

·   finally get over  " him "   </3

»   that's all i can think of   ;   happy new year  = )

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